Will I Ever Be Enough?

On this week's episode of the CWC podcast I am talking about my struggles with alcohol/food in my teen years and early twenties, and how those morphed into a gym addiction once I began my transformation back in 2014. At my perceived "peak" both physically and mentally in 2018 I felt unstoppable, until my bii symptoms began. Over the past 5 years I have been running a business, being a mom, a wife, all the while trying to get back to that "peak," to no avail. So many days I wanted for it to all be over, but I kept going even if it was at 1%, and I am proud of myself for that. Society puts an insurmountable amount of pressure on women, and quite frankly I am fucking over it. Do your best with what you have, and if what you have is 1%, then that is 100%. 

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